WONT POST ANYMORE.
BYE READERS.

i bottled up all my feelings, thats why you'll never get to know how i feel..

Today was a very unlucky day..
met love around 2plus
went to plaza singapura to meet baby awhile,
as he's working there.
bought lunch for him,
pei him go eat,
till around 5plus
then went to city hall with love.
i swearrrr im fcuking forgetful !
i lost my fcuking wallet& love's handbag @ dont know where
&@*!$*%@#*$&%#&*$%&*#%&*#@@#$@$
love's vry mad at me at tht point of time
SORRY LOVE, :'(
walk to esplanade,
went there to enjoy th night view while waiting for baby to end work.
we didnt even have a single cent on us. :(
around 10plus baby called me,
he told me tht he's coming down to marina square's mrt to meet us
in order to take us home .
sorry for th trouble baby.
i know tht you're vry annoyed at me for being late
&giving you attitude still.
i didnt mean it,
i was vry annoyed too.
yet you dont seems to understand.
scolded me somemore.
nevermind, its my fault anyway.
so train back to buangkok with love,
&baby went to his sin dua.
walk home with love.
&again vry sorry for losing your things :(


happy one week :D
iie lurbve uue veriixz verrixz muchhhx yo!
sssooorrrryyyy ffffoooorrrr aaaalllll ttttthhhhhoooosssseeee aaattttiiiitttuuuddeeees .

Moments with you are th best i swear..

Didnt go school today.
woke up ard 11plus
bomb baby wake up,
then went to love's house to meet her chat xinshi awhile
then off to compasspoint to meet baby :D
reach there @ 3pm
sorry baby for making you wait for me 2hrs, haha !
went to hougang, his dad sin dua i think
waited for baby to finish doing his things there,
then went to a nearby kopitiam to have our lunch
after lunch, we bused to expo
to meet his friends, monkey& mel.
shop around, then bus back to compass with baby& mel.
slack at mos awhile, then baby went off to th sin dua
&i went home :D


Nothing's gonna affect our relationship.
i hope this will be my last.
dont worry, my ears are close
towards those rumours abt you, people are telling me
cause i have total faith in you.
hope you dont disappoint me,
iloveyoubaby :)

You're someone i long to have..

School days are real boredom :(
gonna strive& study hard this year
as i promise my mummy i'll do so :)
This few days always hanging out with baby& emily :)
HAHA, nothing much to say alrdy,
shall post again with im free.

yeah baby, you can have my words.
i'll hold you tight this time round.
i had my lesson learnt,
im vry happy with my life now :)

you're breaking my heart by telling me we'll never be together

Didnt sleep again :(
yesterday night love came my hse ton
around 4plus went ntuc buy things to eat
then saw gladys& her group of friends
chat for awhile& then we left.
reach home, cook our breakfast
then use comp.
around 7plus love went back home
actually meeting her go compass ard 8plus for awhile
end up i fall asleep.
woke up by ahbie's call ard 12plus
bath& dress up
1plus bie came my hse
then we went over th th bus stop to take direct bus to town
slept on th bus,
reached there ard 2plus
shop around,
bought quite alot of things today (^^)
cabbed to marina square to have our dinner,
shop there awhile then mrt to plaza singapura.
as we have nothing better to do there,
so decided to go back early.
reach hougang around 7plus
ate some cakes @ han's
then bus home with bie around 8plus
tiring day it was today,
going off to sleep now.
bye readers, night =D

Slept till late noon
then accompany mummy to a few nearby blocks to give flyers
as in put those flyers into people's letterbox, haa.
around 6plus went compasspoint pizzahut dinner with mummy.
then shop around compass for awhile.
then bie come to meet me.
mummy went back home to buy dinner for my sister
bie& i went off to hougang mall first
bie then went to have han's for dinner.
around 8plus mummy reach hougang mall.
called me, &she came to han's to look for me& bie
went bodyshop bought quite alot of facial things
after tht shop awhile& buss back home ard 10plus.


please ignore this,
just wanna pour all my feelings out.
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i told my mother about how good you use to treat me in th past
she ask me, why didnt i stead with you
i told her th reason tht i rejected you
she say im being so silly.
she even ask me to jio you back
but i told her,
ma, i tried alrdy
not just once or twice
its more than that.
but i know its impossible alrdy,
cause i once hurt him so deeply
by doing all those lj things to him,
saying those hurting words to inflict his wounds
and alot more.
i realise im so evil.
cant help it,
i lost you in th end
this is smth call retribution.
you're someone vry dear to me,
someone which i'll never forget this life.

im deceiving myself by claiming that i've forgotten you

Woke up around 4plus,
bathed, changed.
then went downstairs to meet love.
Its like we've got plenty to chat each day
endless topic you know, haa.
Walk to compass as usual.
had our dinner @ kopitiam
then went to buy our things.
after that walk love to bus stop
as she's going bugis to meet joanne them i think
then i went to find angie, liping @ bbq pit there.
my dear angie's out of love!
ohwell nevermind my dear,
no ___ still got me what.
its like, we wont die without guys =D
come on cheerup darling, you know i love you =D
walk home around 8plus.

feeling so weird suddenly.

i keep claiming tht i've forgotten you,

but i didnt even try to.

your images keep flashing through my mind,

vividly.

you're someone i'll nvr long to forget

someone special my dear.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ <3>

i lose my sense of wrong& right

Met emily love around 11plus @ vari nice
then lrt to compass to have our breakfast.
after we finish our brkfast,
we went to take mrt.
meet up with joanne sweety @ dbouby ghout
then love train to novena to work
me& joanne then train to woodlands to meet dinghan.
after awhile, grace, hanzi, terrance& yanming came.
yanming& joanne wanna pierce septum
so all of us went to some block's void deck to slack
while waiting for their piercer to come& do their piercing for them
soon he reach.
yanming pierce first,
&yeah he took bloody long to pierce, haha.
then follow by joanne.
after tht, we're all slacking again
soon came marcus &his group of friends.
around 7plus i went to ahbao's BBQ @ changi
cabbed all th way there.
had my dinner there.
ahbao's friend were all vry crappy.
hahaa,
after tht they were playing majong there
i dont know how to play
then i laid on th bed& slept for awhile
11plus ahbao's father send me& some of his friends back home
thanks uncle :)
&i'll upload pictures tht i've taken yesterday someday
hahaa, nights reader.
im gonna sleep now :D

somehow, you're still th one

that i love all along.

Close to heart ;)

Joanne Josie Ng Xiu Hui ♥

This pretty lady here is aku's sweety :D

I love her to the maxxxx yoxzxx!

May we have lots of memories ahead.

You will stand a special place in my heart, sweety :)

Emilyteogoralewski ♥

My dearest arkaliao love,
Those sweet moments we shared, will be kept deeply in my heart.
You're someone i cant survive not meeting for a day or two,
Cause i always have so much to share with you.
You're always so dear to me.
And i really love being with you,
Cause times with you, i can really be myself.
eg: no makeup, when you come my house i also can wear pyjamas all this blahblah
HAHAHA, &lastly i love you bloody much yo!

Gohkailee ♥

My beloved ahdoll.
She'll never forget me :D
When im down, she's always th one there for me
Her favourite phrase to me
"Ahdoll, you sad, i sad
You cry i cry"
And i'll always reply her,
then lets cry together .
Hahaa, you th best ahdoll!
I will never let us drift,
Never will it happen :D
i love you truckloads more

Last week's outing with ahbiebie :D

i really do love this silly girl of mine!

and its like finally i updated my dead bloggy again =D

HAHAHAHAAA

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Finally met up with my zuiai, a vivo trip with her =D

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An outing with two of my dearest,

Emily& pearlyn :D

for more details, please visit emily's blog

as im lazy to eleborate on the whole story, HEHE =D

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Thanks Amicell& Joyce
you two made my day !
shall love you both till th whole day die out, haha.
will meet up with you two soon ah !
LOVES :D

This few days keep going batok find baby .

i realise, i have neglected people around me because of him
so sorry.
i didnt mean to,
but he stands a more imp place in my heart
i know it myself tht i cannot afford to lose him
sorry baby, for my attitudes at times,
i dont mean it.
im trying to change, i know it sucks too

miss my kailee& kaiqin so much !#^#&$^%#
wanna meet up with my aiai, sweetheart & alot more this holiday,argh !

Jiali's currently at my house :D
&she's fucuking noisy i swear !
but i still love her vry much okay :D:D

&hey girl,
i just realise tht you're only a copy dog
nothing more.
better know yourself lah hor,
just a piece of shit .
keep copying people not sian one uh?
dont know why god still give you brain sial
you also dont know how t make good use of it
i rather you go donate to those without brains eh
then you yourself just use your butt to think
isn't that better ?
no life at all _l_