Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Yesterday, went amk hub with daddy& mummy& sister
went there ard 11plus, &intended t catch a midnight movie
i forgotten th title of th show yeahs :x
then came back home ard 3plus
went t sleep straight
&now its only 6plus &im fcuking awakeee.
cause my stomach's uncomfortable like mad
gonna go polyclinic with love soon.
i hope nothing's wrong with me.
almost a week alrdy,
&my stomach still not functioning th way it is suppose t.
sighs )=



gotta meet lots of people
when im well again.
nowadays really alot of people
getting sick eh.
th world's like so scary bohdoh
okay going off now.
takecare readers =)

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I just love my MUMMY& DADDY :D
&&&&my lil sister .




you can mark my words :)

Monday, April 28, 2008

I think im dying soon .
i've been continuously ill for SIX BLOODY DAYS.
hope tht i'll recover tomorrow :(



I MISS shimin& monika yeah :D

Sunday, April 27, 2008






Yesterday, met siman at bugis
then shop around.
went to find my zuiai at her shop there as she was working
gave her a hug& then left.
after tht suppose t go t town,
but was lazy
ended up going to city hall.
shop awhile& i headed back t hougang mall meet my ahsweet ^^
chatchatchat till 9plus then headed home ^^
alright shall end here,
btw im mummy's good lil girl oh :D


I WANT GO JAPAN OHHHH. ^^
okay, i miss my kailee&kaiqin alot.
gonna meet them up real soon :DDDD

Thursday, April 24, 2008

God, can you please rewind by th time?

16feb, th day we first met
17feb, th day we fell in love with each other
18feb, th day we went on steady
19feb, i went your house t meet you
20feb, i left you without saying a word
21feb, you told me you still love me& want me back
22feb, i cruelly break your heart& you cannot forgive me
23feb, th day you started doing many silly things
24feb, th day you were crying like hell
26feb, th day you were back to yourself
02march, th 11th day you were waiting for me
14march, th day you decided not to wait anymore
29march, th day i regretted letting you go
31march, th day i want you back
01april, th day i told you i love you still
09april, th day you msg me 'i miss you' &im high like fcuk.
11april, th day i rush down t town just t have a glimpse of you
23april, th day you broke me heart
24april, th day i almost cried out my heart
25april, i decided t wait on..



sorry, i just cant forget you
although i told you i'll try
you shd also know tht forgetting someone isnt something easy
morever i dont really want t forget you.

If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me?
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you're gonna breathe without me?
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
With no gravity to hold me down forreal
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I don't how but I don't even care
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

Wednesday, April 23, 2008






Hello all, im here for a new post again :)
yesterday met emily ard 3plus then we cab down to amk meet kimkai
accompany him go home& bath.
after tht his mother& uncle brought us out for dinner
after the dinner, his uncle drove us to causeway point.
met kayden& a few more people there.
they bought tickets for the show 'forbidden kingdom'
then off we went to watch the show.
in the theatre, emily was like keep on laughing eh.
hahaha, the show's quite nice la.
after tht, slack awhile
then kimkai send me& emily back t sk .
i went home first,
then came downstairs my block slack with them awhile
&then went back again
cause im sick.


you've broken my heart into million pieces i swear.
you told me th things which i didnt wanna hear.
for now, i really have a vry weird feeling
as to whts the point of living,
without you?
if only i know th outcome will be so hurting.
i rather i've never done things behind your back.
im seriously falling so deeply for you alrdy
come back t me will you?
please i beggg you,
lets give it a last try can.
i really dont wanna lead a life without you.
i can really really change for you
i can really leave all my sisters
just t accompany you evryday
&i mean wht i say.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Hey peopleee.
its been a long long time since i post a proper post yea?
ohwell, exams coming again ):

Yesterday met emily love at cityhall.
then went to marina square t shop ard,
&we had our lunch there.
the laska is fcuking nice i tell you. :D
then headed t dhoby ghout,
as emily wanted t buy so DIY stuffs to make for her baby.
i saw himmm, somewhr round the mrt there.
i was so fcuking happyyy i swweeaaarrr.
then emily covered my mouth &pull me away.
LOLL.
bought her things& went on t novena
i bought a kitty wallet there,
so damm cute eh.
then went on to toa payoh
slackslack there
&crap around.
wanted t go amk
but emily keep telling me her legs were killing her
so didnt went as a result
&we bus back home tgt as we were living on the same blockkkk !
LOOLLL.
i swear she's fcuking cute :D
okay, she didnt want t go back home first,
as her mum was at home
then we went my hse
put those things we bought,
touch up a lil make up
&off we went
meet people slack.
hahaha.

ps:LOVE, i really love going out with you
you made my day you know :D


i know its impossible,
but i'll still wait.




& sweetheart, girlf, ahsweet, dolldoll, kaixinguo, zuiai, babe, xingan
you all are not forgotten.
i love you as deeply as before still.
gonna change my life(:

Friday, April 18, 2008

saw your blog.
&hey you seem so troubled yea?
sigh, i just hope tht someday i can be tht someone of yours
always by your side, going through many obstacles with you.
crazy over you im calling,
now tht i realise love's a silly game ):
just someday, you'll realise how much you mean t me.



nowadays really feeling vry down :(
sign, always loving you
eighteen days.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

for you, everything is worth.
shedding tears for you is nothing.
i swear i can even sacrify for you.
i love you more than anything on earth.




till th day..i let you go.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

I FCUKING HATE GOIDINGHAN. >:(
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fcuking fcuking daY !
ps:iloveFIONA!!
&yes sweet, we're back again =DD

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Tomorrow's a bigbig day !
its me &girlf's 3mths !
&im going all th way t bedok t fetch her after sch
HOHOHO :D
-our sistership shall keep going,
lets make it a never ending one :D





should i wait on or not wait?
those times, when i had you loving me so deeply
i just took you for granted,
&even ignore you sometimes.
now?
i dont know why i fell in love with you either .
i know i know,
im a hongster.
but you know, people do change leh.
i know you dont know how trust me,
i know it all =D
for now, its all your decision lah .



love comes& goes.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

-photos taken yesterday(((:













-Photos taken last weeeekkkk :D








Pictures will be uploaded later =D

suppose t meet my dearest kaiqin& chocolate& her 2friends
@12pm @plaza sing
but i ended up being th lastest one.
&they waited for me 1hr45mins
sorry guys, didnt mean it, oops :x
ahhas.
went vivo foodcourt eat& then headed t sentosa.
today is a fcuking fcuking fcuking hot day !
alighted th bus,
&headed on to palawan beach .
saw many familar people there.
haha.
reach there, i was like keep putting sun block
dont know how many layers alrdy .
then help chocolate& kaiqin put
then off we go, into th water
ahhas !
th water is super dirtttyyyy.
so many seaweeddds!
i didnt play much in th water
just sat there in th water.
only kaiqin& chocolate busy splashing each other
HAHAA.
xiaojess called, want us t meet her
then off we went t bath& then bus back t vivo t meet her
reach vivo, chocolate& xiaojess dance para para then off we went t eat dinner.
after dinner, went to th water there slack,
then plan of another event next week.
hahaha,
we're goinggggg K-BOXXXXXX. YAYS ~~~
i love you guys uh, ha !
ard 8plus chocolate& xiaoqin headed t bugis
i dont wish t go bugis,
so stayed at vivo with xiaojess& her group of friends.
slack together till 11plus
then mrt home
saw squad them on train,
then train with them back t sengkang .
was suppose t go home change& then go to johnson aiai's bbq
BUTBUT, im too lazy alrdy
feel like sleeping now.
bye guys, have a good night :)


-GIRLF! you're not forgotten,
remember our 2nd month on wed k
will celebrate tgt with you :)

-WODEBANGALASWEETHEART !
will meet you up soon, I DAMM FCUK #&*$%*#%@ MISS YOU !!!!
AHHHHHHHH,.

Friday, April 4, 2008

Will you rememeber what I said
Baby don't forget before you regret
Stuck in my mind
A needle through my head
The light you shine into the night

You take away my fright
Sing me a lullaby
To sleep at midnight
I’ll be hypnotized when looked into your eyes
And for everytime i see you i try
What i try to say is stay with me tonight
Take me to far away
Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears
Take all my pain for which I'll repay
Someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that I’m in love again
When the stars don’t shine
And when the birds don’t fly
And when the flowers cry
And when the rain runs dry
When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue
Baby I’ll still be in love with u
For what i really feel inside

My eyes won't let me hide
Everytime i see you they start to cry
Cause this time my love it could mean goodbye

Thursday, April 3, 2008

HELLLOOOO ALLLL =D

hiakhiak .
im down here, awaiting for your return.
just hope tht i can keep waiting,
&my feelings for you dont fade =)


i feel so lost all of a sudden.
i gain &lost some.
so many things happen this few days.
nobody lend me a listening ear .
so i kept all tht i wanna say, inside my heart.
th feeling's vry terrible.
im like lost my most beloved sister alrdy,
evr since she had got a boyf.
we seldom go out alrdy,
only talk during school times.
life's boringgg.
i need someone t lighten up my boring life,
&thts you.
i think nobody's worth my trust..
i dont know why either?
so again, i shall keep all those things i wanna share in my heart.
takecare people, will update again soon :)

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Seriously i really hate backstabbers like you.
i trust/ dote you so much
yet you do this t me.
if you can backstab me,
means you also can backstab other people.
oh please get a life, stop backstabbing people laah.
maybe you dont know how it feels yea?
till one day, when you're being backstabb by your closest friend,
then only you'll feel th pain.
you hurt me so much dont you know tht?
i didnt believe tht you would backstab me ..
shadnt have put in so much trust in you
im so disppoint in you.
dont want me in yr life?
tell me straight in th face laah.
i will forever disppear in your life okay.
&please dont step one innocent.
thts all i have to say.




beware of friend around you..
backstabbers are evrywhr.
i dont think i will ever trust you again. :)