Just wanna be loved by the right person

Day 14 without you.

not in the mood to do some writing,
so sorry readers.
gonna study now.
CIAOXZX.


the cookie i bake for him :)
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Tougue tied

Day 12 without you.

if im right,
you'll be out by tomorrow right?
you said you miss me& luv me still?
&hope to meet me this week?
i hope so..
but i think this would really be the last time im meeting you.
so happy for you yeah, will stop bothering you after that :)
later maybe going swimming with pooppyy :D


Yesterday,
Day 11 without you.
Woke up by poopy's call @ 9
she came over to my house& wait for me
bath& prepare
then rush down to toapayoh for work.
fcuking cheebye job.
lets not mention it >:c
after that went on to thomson
went into one of poopy's friend pet shop
slack there till night you know!
HAHAHAAA.
I WANT I WANT GOLDEN RETRIEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHE.
wait till my mama make big bucks
then only i'll be able to move into condo
&then, HEHE
golden retriever come to ME !!!!!!
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
after that when on to poopy's house to watch some 'movie' :D

Its not over

Day 10 without you
VERY HAPPY WHEN I RECEIVE YOUR CALL :D
but still annoying.
guess why?
why cant you let me forget you?
i thought we promise to not contact each other anymore?
why must you always contact me back :(
cant bear to let go.
GAAAAAAAAAAA.
my poopy just went home :(
i swear she's annoying :P.
ha, i going to watch some movies now :D
will be working with my poopy tomorrow, HEEEEEEEEE.
$$$$ come to Viona :D !

Just say you're not into it

Day 9 without you.
Wait on or move on? :/
Without you,
it always seems that a part of me's missing :c
you seems like the only thing which lifts me up.


I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks, I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms and spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars, confess all the faith that I had in you
Too late, I'm sure and lonely another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry, but you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying with my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark, and that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart, forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark And I'd give my heart as an offering
And I will always remember you as, you are right now to me And I will always remember you now, remember you now
So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight
I can't forget you I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forget you So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you I know you want me to want you I want to

definitely maybe

Day 8 without you
Went point with angie and emmeline for my prataaaa after school.
its been so long since i last ate some prata!
HAHA.
after that, slacked there.
emmeline and angie keep taking people's number lahhhh!
HAHAHAHAHA.
then we were like crapping our whole afternoon away
'disiaoing' people.
HAHA.
yeahhhh. long story,HA.
so i'll post till here.
bye readers =)
CIaos, :d

Cant help but wait.

Day 7 without you
Another day @ home
slept the whole day again!
was actually meeting someone for movie,
but yet bombed him.
sorry, wasnt in the mood of going out.
next time perharps.
i realise, ever since i lost you
my life=no life at all
as in, i luv going straight home after school
luv sleeping my whole day away.
dont know why either
i may just turn into some fat soh if this goes on.
hahaa, eat& sleep, eat& sleep..

ohwell, you're out today
glad to receive your msg.
but i guess we could no longer talk on the phone like how we use to, the last time round.
i dont even have the courage to pick up your call..
dont know why,
im really sensitive to your voice..
its like evry word you say
sent tears right down my cheeks.
i really hate you for lying to me..
using such a stupid excuse to request for a break.
i'll never forget that day..
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Yearning for the love and faithfulness.

Day 6 without you.
stayed @ home today.
slept for almost the entire day :{

i miss you i miss you i miss you!
are you out today?!
im veryxz veryxz veryxz sad yo!
didnt receive your call/msg.
should i look on the bright side/
deceive myself that,
OH~ actually you're not out today?
i hope it really is..
i wanna see you soon,
or rather..to have you back.

Didnt wanna have you, didnt wanna need you so bad..

Day 5 without you
Met love today.
went marina square, ate asia kitchen.
then went novena after that.
went around, shop around
then went to meet mum @ plaza sing
then ate @ secret recipe.
home after that :)

YAY. tomorrow you'll be out.
just one cll from you will do,
i'll be satisfy.
godbless,
akuluvchuuuuxzxxz.
NIGHTS READERS =D

Coming for you

Day 4 without you.

Went compass with angie& huiping.

ate at yoshinoya, then slack awhile with them while waiting for my baby(gladys) to come.

Xueling was there too waiting her her too.

Soon she came,

Xueling then went off after awhile.
Slack with same people.
then homed after that.
its friday tomorrow.
then it'll be saturday after that.
really really hope that i'll receive your call..
why dont you love me

the way i love you..

You feel a million miles away

Day 3 without you.
Your kiss, your smile, your mind, you're sunlight in my eyes.
I miss your breath on my neck, when we whisper in the night
Didn't wanna want you, didn't wanna need you so bad.
Didn't wanna wake up, and find that i was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you, didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done, now i can't go on without you
Im not that strong without you, never thought i could love you the way i do.
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
Something went wrong along the way
And there's nothing I can do to make you stay
Well I never tried to put holds on you, that's the last thing I'd ever want to do
So you go your way, I'll go mine
And if our paths should cross somewhere down the line
I'll just say hello and shake your hand, but if tears come to my eyes please understand

Feeling empty

Day 2 without you.
Didnt attend school today.
love's call wake me up @ 1 today
program of the day: swimming!
YAY.
finally going for a swim.
prepare then met love downstairs
walked to lendl's condo together
swam for about 2hrs then went to sauna :D
wowww, its damm damm hot i swear
just keep sweating& sweating
soon headed home, bath& all
then went buangkok with love for dinner
after that to her house& then mine
currently watching movie with her
i mean those movies on comp, hee.
i got those habits from her
will be watching throughout the night i guess.
nights reader .

: How can i move on
when im still in love with you..

Learning to be independent

Day 1 without you..
though we through,
but i still miss you very much like how i use too.
i realise crying aint of any use now
no matter how hard i cry for you
you wont be back, and dammit, i knew it.
im feeling sort of weird without you baby.
today's only the very first day
tell me how im gonna survive like this the next few days
without you..
why must you still claim that you luv me, when you dont?
so, you luv hurting me right?
the deeper the happpier right?
ha, you're cruel, yeah DAMM cruel.
but still cant bring myself to hate you
fxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxckfxck.

Baby dont go

I cant help but cry though my eyes are swollen
there's so much i wanted to tell you
but i guess
there'll never be a chance
things aint going the same way as it was anymore.
i cant believe you're gone, so gone.
im afraid to sleep, damm afraid to sleep
cause i know when i wake up
there's no more you being there for me
all those happiness we once hold
alll those sweet moments we once share
do you still remember?
do they still stand a place in your heart?
do you know how much you mean to me?
i bet you dont
so now im gonna tell you right here,
all my feelings
but too bad you wont get a chance to read either
cause you're going back tomorrow.
i told you i no longer love you because i know i cant love you
I CANT BRING MYSELF INTO SHARING YOU
you really broke my heart by demanding a break with me because of ***
baby, you know its just one day more to our vry first month?
why do you love seeing me cry my heart out for you?
are you happy with this ending?
you told me that you have to go
time& time i keep try telling myself that you're only deceiving me,
playing around with me
but sadly, its the truth.
i cant bring myself to hate you
cause i love you too much.
i feel really blissful whenever you're by my side
feel like heaven whenever you hold me in your arms
why cant you let me hold on to you a little longer
just a little longer
even though its not a forever?
is it really so hard to stay in love with you?
you told me you hate my attitude& wanted me to change
but whats the point of changing when you aint there anymore?
for i'll only change for YOU, only YOU
you carried my heart, mind, soul through this 30days
i really dont wanna you to leave me..
but i guess there's really no better way out
you once promise me that you'll never ever leave me
but hey, you just did
you broke my heart into million pieces
but dont worry im still breathing
needa stay alive till the day you hold embrace me in your arms again
living in my own memories, as if the world stop turning
all my feelings are exposed, as if emotions are burning
Its like your hands are touching mine, as if i hear your voice
but i do have to realise accaptance means no choice
without you, i have lost myself
without you, im lost for good
without you, im crying, baby
without you, i would change it if i could
fears fills the emptiness that i have inside of me
time is not standing still
only you can set me free
everyday i see your face
whatever i do, you're here
i cant take it anymore cause you live in me
where could you be baby?
come back to me..
i dont wanna live another day without you..

Its not over

BABY, you SUCKS!

Didnt manage to meet my baby today
And i swear im VERY, i mean VERY sad okay.
thought he wont call me early in the morning to chat with me
and then bug me to meet him
but i was WRONG.
not even a message from him
NEVERMIND.
tomorrow he's going back again @ EIGHT
if im able to wake up @ six then i'll send him back
hopefully i dont oversleep :/
GOSH. i really miss him very much though we're just a day apart
ohwell, our one month's coming in TWO days time man
which falls on a tuesday
-insert sad face again
as we wont have the chance to celebrate
but, its alright
cause i know we'll have plenty of monthsary ahead of us right bee?
HAHA, great!

k readers, i'll stop mentioning about my baby.
HAHA, lets now talk about today
met love around 5plus @ her house
then off to compasspoint to have our dinner
bought hairdye, not black, TEEHEE.
wasn't my idea, it was love's !
HAHAHAHAA.
help her dye her hair @ her house
then she help me with mine
after that went down to varinice for supper again
then home sweet home after that :)

You'll always be my baby

Thought that baby wont be coming out this weekend
so, was really suprise to receive his phonecall at 8plus
chat with him awhile then i went back to sleep
baby keep bomb me wake up,
as he's going to meet his brother& definately bringing me along.
done with my things, headed on to tampines to meet baby.
train to town, like finally
haha, but we're still late.
met his friends at control station
after that went to have pepper lunch
then to shaw house to buy our movie tickets
as we still have an hour before th show starts,
we went to fareast plaza for a walk.
then headed back to shaw house for our show
"meet dave"
i swear th show's super duper funny !!
hahaha.
after the show went to taka then wisma
to shop for baby's clothes.
train back with baby to tampines
then i bus home :)


i simply love days with you,
even if its only a few hours or so
im pretty satisfied.
i love you baby, this time i mean it.
no joke man, hahaha :)

Hello, is VIONA's ahbiebie here :D
that fat ass just finish bathing and smell so nice,
haha. paste pimple patch on her fat big face --."
cooking spag again later (:


She say she love me&kailing so muchhh
&she miss those girls who she didnt contact(:
so miss her too, feel free to call her out,
but becareful later she bomb you, haha.
byeeeeeeeeeeeee! IKEA TMR! :D

Better in time

Mum&Dad brought me& sis to bugis temple to pray today
very crowded i must say.
singaporeans are superstitious man, HAHA.
after that, headed on to bugis street for shopping.
then to pastamania for dinner.
after the dinner, dad& sis bus home.
while mum& me bus to kovan to buy our stuffs.
HAHA, great day man :)



bored.
aren't friends suppose to be in a group.
why seperated nowwwww?
our 'clique' is gone.
nevermind, as the saying goes,
good things will eventually come to an end.
i hope bad things does the same too.
CHAOS.
NIGHT :)

Forgive& Forget.

Wooots, met baby today @ 10plus
then headed on tampines mall for our movie :D
earliest show i've evr since, @ 11.30am, HAHA.
'The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor '
baby keep say me sot for meeting so early,
HAHAAA, but i like it man!
middle of the show, had a tiff with baby.
big one i suppose, that spoil both of our mood.
baby intended to send me home after the show,
but after some heart to heart talk, we're both fine again.
headed on to bugis with baby to meet his bro
slack there, then went off to marina square to watch
'Money no enough ll'
after that cab back with baby then i cab home XD



thanks for the chance,
i'll cherish it& i mean it.
9 more days to our one month, HEHE.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SWEETHEART!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :D
life's a boredom this few days.
school> home> sleep> eat> sleep.
common tests are coming on their way
and they'll be reaching @ 13august
poor me, i've yet to study :(
ohwell, drop this silly topic.

may be going off to marina square for fireworks later on.
with liping& co?
maybe, or maybe not?
cause there'll definately be alot of people there.
too crowded you see, haha.

i miss himhimhimhimhim.
he'll be out by 12.30pm later on i guess?
or not?
hope to receive his call/ msg.
hope everything between us will be fine.
hope that i wont lose him.

Ps: shootingstar! i need you right now, to grant my wish !!! :(

Thinking back,
i've neglected so many of my goodfriends
that has been wanting to meet me up long long ago
but due to my lazyness, i bombed them almost evrytime.
sorry guys !

i seriously miss kailee, kaiqin, gladys, amicell, fiona, siman, janna :(