I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing.
My mind is gone
I'm spinning round
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip
What's happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel.
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry.
Did it happen when we first kissed?
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart.
How did I get here with you I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And After all I tried to do
Stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, You won't see me cry.
All my life!

Hello all.
now is only 6.15& im bloody awake again
due t th pain of my stomach
i didnt sleep th whole night :(
now my eye bags are really big
cause havent been sleeping well this few days
&my mummy's so worry
lol, i have enough of this nonsence alrdy god.
im really super uncomfortable!
when can you grant me back my health?!
sighs.
mummy's bringing me to a chinese clinic later @bedok later.
she told me she has this illness before too,
&it took her ard 3-4yrs to recover lei
&she tell me, if not heal properly
can die de leiiii or will have metal problem because cant seems to sleep at night
well hope i can recover real fast :(
stop this torture pleaseeeeee.

Met emily just now ard 8plus
then went compasspoint eat breakfast
intended t go polyclinic after tht
ended up didnt
then went t a chinese clinic t get medicine
now she's at my hse :D



okay i told my korhkorh abt my illness earlier in th morning
&he told me i'll die in 2weeks time
i tot he was kidding at first
but then he told me his friend only survive 3weeks& byebye alrdy
im like so so scare now
i still have alot of many bloody beloved friends tht i havent met up with them recently =(
nothing must happen t me,
i still got alot of things undone :(

if im really left with 2weeks.

i hope you would spend your evryday with me.

even as friend,

im alrdy vry contented :)

though i love you still,

but really i'll leave you alone.

i wont interfere your life anymore.

thanks for all th things you had done for me

in the past

all this memories, wont be forgotten

goodbye lover :')